Pathetic performance

" PATHETIC PERFORMANCE BY NYP KEEPER CAUSES ITS TEAM TO LOSE 7-2 TO THE JAP!"

That was Today Headline on the sports section if this match was live on Tv. Luckily it wasnt.

Ytd match was truely hell for me. not only i let in 7 goals, all the passes and kicks gone haywire as well. teammates were mad at me , i was disappointed with myself. I was really sleeping in the game due to the lack of sleep after we went fishing the previous day.

The Japanese was like so fit that they are running through out the whole game without stopping.
we were totally controlled by them in the first half but we manage to equalise the score to make it 2-2 in the first half.

But 2nd half was totally a nightmare for me. lots of mistake i made turn into goals and i was truely disspointed with myself. i was thinking with this kind of pathetic performance against the japanese how am i gonna fight the no 1 position for the first 11 that is going to play NUS in the semi-final on march 10. I think i need to work harder and have more confidence with my self and have more communication with my teammates to achieve my goal . =)